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A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2011年3月25日星期五

2月6日-没用的我

今天我最后一天去拜年了~
先去了干妈的家!~
哇呜~油了新的颜色~
还是一样漂亮~^^



 临走前和弟,干爷和干妈照照~


和干妈和美车合照中~

好羡慕哦~

  当有钱人真好~











然后我们就去阿妈家了~
吃了饭后,爸爸本来要载我们走的~
结果妈妈不要回~
原来她有事要跟阿妈说,
结果他就说出了爸爸怎样对她~
他说说下,
她哭了~
我知道他受够了~
家,
一切负担,
钱,
都是他扛~
她迟早会崩溃的~
这是我从6岁以来第一次看到妈妈哭。
妈妈第一次哭是在我6岁时。
我知道他是那种很坚强的人。。。
我吓倒了~
因为她哭了~
哭得很厉害~
我不知道该怎么安慰~

我没用。

我想成为可以为妈妈扛泪的人。
这么多年来,
只有他在付出。
我知道他很累,很辛苦。
他却没怨过。

妈妈,
你很伟大。 




 
对不起,
我很没用。






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