Followers

A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2011年5月16日星期一

渴望~T.T

我要去BEAST的SHOWCASE!!!!!!!!!!
T.T
现在都很BLUR,不知道他们的SHOWCASE是几时。(因为大家都说不同的。)
又还没开始售票~海兹~
想去也~可是PMR却还没考。不知道妈妈给我去吗~
而且好贵哦~T.T
他们之前就有来,那时不知道他们所以没去。
可是这次真的好想去也~T.T
想看黄毛蟹的庐山真面目,也想看看肌肉光吸引人之处!
T.T我好想去瞧瞧小兽们的风采~

2011年5月1日星期日

4月27日~笨蛋の莹~

今天心情糟透了~
很烦啊~
加上她们又来吵我~

海兹~
我干了好久没干的事。。。
哭了~

感觉糟透了~
本来并没有想哭的~
老师并没逼着我写小说
若我不想写,
我想老师也不会逼我吧~

崩溃了~
一直改
一直改
一直改
一直改
一直改
感觉自己快疯了~

PRINTER
一直print
一直print
一直print
一直print
一直print

一直开电脑
开电脑
开电脑
开电脑
开电脑

搞到我都没空读书~
没做功课~

              很烦啊!!!
T.T

我是受不了才哭的
并没有想哭啊
我坐在那里
想着想着
就哭了

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还好Pn.Chang进来了,
我才硬把眼泪压下去。。。


阿莹,
以后不准这样了~

要坚强!

不想给别人看到的一面,
被看到了~lol