Followers

A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2011年10月26日星期三

我回来了!

看到这主题,有种冲动想哼:“我回来了!不是那个谁!”
首先,博客宝贝,不好意思,冷冻你那米久了~一个人很lonely吧~
来...亲一个!不可以生气你主子我啊:P

YES,我回来了。
可是回来的却已经不是以前的我了。
不知为什么,这段期间在我看不到的眼皮下发生了好多事情。
如果可以的话,可以回到从前吗?

我好像成熟了,却又好像一个小孩子一样小气死了。
我这个人最不喜欢哭,
可是睡觉前眼底总有泪水跑出来(那是因为你累啦!==)
的确我好累丫。
好累好累丫,
有木有魔法让时间停止,
我甘愿永远不要长大。

心痛。
经历了几次就笑笑说没事了,明天太阳一样会升起来的,不是吗?


脚。
有难看的疤痕了。
又怎样?
你比很多不幸的人幸运多了。
至少你还有这双腿。


也许,
遗传妈妈的基因。
我看到那些可怜的人时,
手就会伸出来。
可是因为胆怯,
我收回去了。


时间
总是会不留情面的离开。
你就只能看着它的背影离开吗?


我是善变的人,
只因为看了几本小说,
就燃回对写小说的热诚。
这样的热忱,
又能持续多久呢?


一个月走了,
我一封信息也没信息你。
没用的心态从在每天起床时开电话寻找你的信息。
这样的我好累
很想很想信息你,
却没做。
因为这样只会让思念更长更痛苦
而你,
总不了解那样的我。
可我,
又曾了解过你吗?


还是渐渐习惯了。


其实,
一个人不错
只能这样安慰寂寞的我。


如果,
时间倒流。
我情愿不认识你


我说真的。


呵呵,
我想变得更体贴的信念被你狠狠打毁。
于是,
对你彻底失望


放心。
我会回去从前一样。
笨笨的我。
懵懵懂懂地触碰爱这个世界的我。
不会再容易生气的我。
不会再容易抽泣的我。


因为,
你根本不算什么。


天啊
我还有欧妈阿爸,==死老弟还有亲古♥。
当然别忘了,
>3<"阿燮!!!!!!!


所以,
~
吼吼╮(╯▽╰)╭