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A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2010年12月21日星期二

12月1日

  好紧张~今天taekwondo考试~T^T~怕怕~
  
  去到那里他们一直叫偶们practise。。。practise到偶好累,都还没考试~结果欠打の说~那master kevin过了2点都还没到!原来一直practise是在等他==!然后他来时居然连一句sorry都没讲><!考试时偶蛮有自信也没有做错,只是到了turning,back kick时偶做了turning kick,脚还没有land偶就做back kick了~而且一直重复!><!

  还有sparing practise时,偶和蓝带の那个怪人对打,结果他很怪の,一直block到很大力,可是kick和punch却歪了一边,还一直kick到偶,弄到偶整件衣服都黑黑の!还punch到偶那里!欠打の说!雨晴也跟着遭殃了!

2010年12月20日星期一

11月30号

  今天多玩一小时了~(谁叫偶昨天没玩?)结果妈妈又念偶,说偶超过时间哩~==偶就回她说偶昨天没玩到~然后他就diam2了~cheh~都不公平啦! 弟每次超过,他又没讲什么~==

  晚上,泽雅sms我要不要去美子吃火锅。。。弟弟看到了偶のsms就跟妈妈讲。。。妈妈就问哪里~?如果偶去他也要去~==偶就说才不要叻~你跟着去の话会很显の~然后偶就跟泽雅讲,泽雅就讲ok咯~他要跟就跟~然后偶又跟妈妈讲。。。==他又讲你要去,我带你去~算了算了~不去了不去了~不给就不给~讲一大堆来做么?!

11月29号

  下午去了SOGO~T^T~是偶玩电脑の时间呐~算了明天再多玩2小时~^^(算仁慈了~我应该玩3小时の!)
  因为偶裤子穿到蛮土の(因为以为没出去,就随便穿了~),所以几怕遇到熟人呐~结果没有~幸好~口是碰到很多帅哥~偶都巧妙の避开他们~^^

  然后就坐巴士回家~坐到偶头晕晕の~不过也因此看到了极品帅哥~哇~真の超帅の!超yengの~偶弟也说他leng zai~(他没有讲过人家leng zai,除了他自己~==)偶看到他就莫名其妙の脸颊发红。。。说真の那人超帅の~很像明星也~差不多到家时却下雨了~因为巴士站离偶家蛮远の,所以得淋雨回家~不过蛮爽の~雨水触碰肌肤那种冰冰凉凉の感觉~^^

  今天本来有看中一件jacket还有书包の,口是看看jacket又好像有点幼稚~白色の~然后小小faz foodの图案~书包很美却很大~所以就没买咯~ :-( 

11月28日

  又是补习天。。。今天也和昨天一样~不到几秒有打哈欠了~令偶质疑是否偶已经对读书失去了兴趣~不要!!!!偶还有PMRの!!!千万不口以~!!!!口是到了国语节,那老师超搞笑の!一整堂课都在笑,又不困了!(是老师の教学方法有问题!不甘偶の事!)

  终于口以玩电脑了!口是那欠打の李嘉荣不知足,给他多玩一个小时还不够!还玩买偶の时间!害偶没の看我猜!偶忍~还有又帮那juliana弄东西,没の玩多久~算了~反正偶人好嘛~哈哈~(perasan la~)
 

2010年12月10日星期五

11月27号

  今天开始补习了~~真欠打の说,害偶不能玩电脑!!!

 一开始人家真の很认真,很有心想上课。。。口是。。。不到几分钟。。。又开始打哈欠了~~老师教の东西也半懂半不懂。。。真是又闷又显~弄到偶好想睡觉。。。。。。

2010年12月3日星期五

11月20日

  欠打の!今天偶玩电脑时间还有1小时时又打雷了!超不爽の!天怎么总是跟偶作对啊~不过过后天气转晴了~然后妈妈也给偶玩~哈哈~爽~

  很生气咯!李某人!你以为你是谁?!酱喜欢zad偶?你问你自己凭什么说偶?!讲到自己很像大人一样!骂偶骂到酱爽?以为偶顶不过你,就嚣张到要死!偶只是让你罢了!你是偶后辈!小过偶,成绩烂过偶,轻过偶,矮过偶,你凭什么这样对偶?!没礼貌!!!!

  上fb时,Wan和jing对偶昨天发生的事情颇感兴趣,所以就跟他们说了,Wan还说那个人像吸毒者,Jing也说他古怪。。。怕怕の~

  然后星期一のmeeting不能去了。。。因为泽雅不知谁去世然后不能去了。。。小猪也说他口能不能去了~~气死了~!怎么总是放偶の飞机~~?!T^T~~

P/S:孤单人在fb创建了一个组-#&*3M Vampire Fans@$%!!!耶!我是Twilight Fans!!!

2010年12月2日星期四

11月19日

  今天看了Twilight!好好看噢!不过不是很明白!可是Edward也不是他们所说的靓仔啊~Jacob的头发长长的~好丑哦~不是知道为什么Drea酱喜欢他~~然后跟Jing聊很多~~~还说要create“The Cullen Family"的group!哈哈哈!

  非常非常得不爽!天不作美,就在孤单人玩电脑玩到差不多4点时,天却下起雨来!还频打雷!讨厌!><!偶还有一小时可以玩!恨天气!还有!怎么今天做什么事情都不顺利!?就在孤单人看完了Twilight,要看New Moon时,结果那cd又有问题!孤单人明明把cd放了进去,它却appear no disc!气死偶了!!!!得上pps看!浪费偶上网的时间!

  
  还有!非常严重!有一个叫Raja Serious的人!起初偶看到chat box那里,他跟偶说hye,礼貌上就跟回他说hi咯!然后偶就看到他在偶的照片那里commen,还选了一张唯一没edit过,最丑地说nice pic,偶就说thx咯!结果偶发现他居然在偶的照片那里tag自己,而且是在偶”那里“tag他自己。。。可怕!过后偶也没管那么多,找Drea求救时,他还问偶whr r u from。。。问这个干嘛?偶就回复他说do i noe u,as i noe i din c u b4之类的话。。。然后他就没理偶了!Drea这时出现!问偶wat happen?偶就跟他讲咯!她就叫偶remove tag。。。偶remove后,还是觉得不安心,就删除了!


  有人跟偶搭讪固然好,可是这人也太古怪了吧~~~(汗。。。)