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A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2010年12月23日星期四

12月12日

  今天意外の碰到他了~他好像变帅了,而偶则变成了他身边毫不起眼の一块大肥肉。偶看到他,却很自然在他没见到偶の情况下躲起来,避开他。偶知道这么做很懦弱,口是偶就是没有勇气去见他。。。偶以为偶不喜欢他了,口是当偶看到他,心跳不规律,猛地加速,偶就知道偶还喜欢他,偶似乎没忘过他。偶为他做过最傻の事,就是还会偷偷上fb看他の照片。很笨对吧!或许他脑袋里根本已经忘了偶の存在。金贤重,炎亚纶,崔始源,周觅,李弘基,郑容和都帅过他,为什么偶会喜欢他?学业差,品行坏,不够帅,口是为什么偶看到他,不对,偶连看都不敢看他,感觉到他时,就会脸红?

  偶能这样说服自己吗?他又喜欢过自己吗?为什么他对偶总是特别好,他对其他女生不会像对偶这样,是带有一点温存,偶总觉得他看偶の时候会脸红。。。偶能这样骗自己吗?如果你没有喜欢偶,为什么要对偶那么好?为什么让偶白痴の抱有一丝希冀?以为你有喜欢偶?让偶在你面前彻底の变成一个笨蛋!这样玩偶很好玩吗?!

  清楚の,偶不能这样逃避偶の心么?XX,偶不想想你の偶想把你忘了。。。偶の心你永远不会知道。。。就让它成为偶不能说の秘密,好吗?求你,不要再出现在偶の面前?偶不想再难过了,因为你,偶变得不像偶。。。当时の悸动,偶会把它忘了。。。拜托你了!希望你身边の她能够给到比偶更多の幸福。

  请你记得偶只是在你生活里擦肩而过,而曾经被你撩动过心,曾经待在你 回忆里,再普通不过の路人。。。


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白色的星光,黑色的黑暗
是推动距离远
看着你我的微笑
我总是变得越远

*当我打电话给你,当我找你
到我这里来
拥抱的秘密
所以,能感觉到你
你总是在我身边

蓝色的天空染成了你。
在你了解我的爱
不要为我感到糟糕,如果你明白我的眼泪
你将能笑

*当我打电话给你,当我找到你
到我这里来
拥抱的秘密
所以,能感觉到你
你总是在我身边

〜就像我的歌永远我的风
听到了吗?
这么多的回忆
我只是想你

打电话给你,当我找到你
回到我的身边,雨
耳语伞下我。
我爱你更多
所以我更多的伤害

LaLaLa

怎么能向你转达
我的心真的爱你
怎么是我的爱

在那里这样的
现在,爱...我爱你

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