Fiction♥소설 ♥: 4月1日-人家愚人节，我痛苦节==

A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2011年4月3日星期日

4月1日-人家愚人节，我痛苦节==

今天愚人节呐~可爱的Pn.Rabi'Ah昨天还讲：“我知道明天是APRIL FOOL，可是我没有庆祝~”（意思要我们不要作弄他拉~可爱到~老师以前肯定有被作弄过~)

今天早早起来，猪打来（一直听到beautiful^^）将他不能来，因为。。。（她叫我不要讲，因为丢脸XP)然后他讲lisan下次他自己做。然后来到学校跟晴讲到猪，结果他一脸失望，原来他们有plan了的（也不能说。。。），只能说阿猪还好你没来^^。然后我和晴就plan要整drea，晴就讲讲毛毛咯。讲他15岁就初尝禁果了（choe song ham ni da,yo seob oppa T.T)~又讲我现在已经不喜欢他了，总之有几衰就讲到几衰。晴还讲他带他的女友去堕胎~T.T晴，有点over了吧~我还扮到很伤心样（我太会演戏了，导演请我吧！XD)结果笨笨drea还信呢~XD

可是差不多要去班时，她半信半疑问晴是真是假，我当场笑了出来，还好不是很大声，他没听到~最炸到的是晴还很认真的讲这种事有的开玩笑吗？哈哈！去班时，我没踏到阶梯就整个扭到脚，痛死了T.T~最惨时，跟朋友讲时他们不信！（谁叫今天是愚人节噢~）

很痛！真的很痛！痛到我走路像跛脚的人，一拐一拐的。。。==只有几个人是真的关心我~（我不想讲，你知道就好^^）过后发现它肿了，我居然跑去跟芯讲叻~洁就骂我肿了还跑过来这里？不乖乖坐着？跟雅讲时，他反问回我有肿么？><英更惨，讲我有酱夸张咩？！什么嘛~真的很痛嘛~

不要叻~我表看铁打叻~T.T做值日时才跟drea讲HAPPY APRIL FOOL~哈哈！它可气呢~回家跟妈妈讲，妈妈立刻打电话跟爸爸讲，顺便念了我几句==，然后帮我冰敷，冰敷后真的没那么痛叻~

然后去铁打那里，我很怕叻~（因为我怕痛~），结果还好~医生将我是扭到筋。过程蛮快的，只是他准备药的过程比较慢~药味很重~而且他把我的脚包到很紧，还到我走路都有困难~又不能碰到水，冲凉时脚得包plastic袋（麻烦~）。。。

希望偶能早日康复吧~

做个对比~