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A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2010年11月25日星期四

11月12日

   T——T突然觉得好难过。。。今天Pn.Thilaga来找Joey,叫她叫孤单人等华人去见Pn.Thilaga,他要见孤单人和他们。孤单人就觉得奇怪,为什么他要见孤单人和朋友呢?孤单人和朋友可有做错事吗?然后Joey就说Pn.Thilaga要见的是后面那一gang。。。然后惠琪就快快说悦樱没有,之后又说孤单人只是在早上参他们罢了。。。当然孤单人很开心惠琪维护我,口是连泽雅没参他们的也陪他们一起去见老师。。。孤单人觉得很为难,因为孤单人知道以老师对我的敌意。。。他会很针对孤单人。。。以后在学校的生活不知道该怎么样了。。。他们回来后,孤单人就问他们老师找他们做么,他们就说老师只是叫他们不要再参在一起了。。。详情孤单人也不知道。。。
  
  真的觉得很无奈,很不负责任。。。从来没有这种感觉过。。。他们会怎么看孤单人呢?






  P/S: 晚上时电脑回来了!好开心!^^


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