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A bitter day

A Bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
Even if the sun is out, I don’t feel happy
It actually makes me mad, as if the sun is mocking me

Unlike my struggle in this unbearable circumstance
The world goes on as if nothing is wrong

You live fine as well, as if nothing is wrong
It’s not fair, strangers look at me with sympathy
Nothing is going well, I missed my stop this morning because I was thinking about you
The unfamiliar stop that I got off made me feel so lonely so I cried
I walked for a long time, cause I missed you, even if I hated you so much
Regretting that I didn’t hold onto you and let you go

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

Yeah, this is going to sound like an excuse, whatever I say, even if it’s all for you
You were too good for me, made me feel uneasy like I put on clothes that didn’t match me
How must have I felt, watching you, who was so beautiful, wilt next to me?
I shouldn’t have started from the beginning, I shouldn’t have seen your eyes
I thought I’d feel free and easy if I let you go, but that wasn’t true

My mind knows that we’re over but my heart doesn’t admit it
I keep repeating missing you and forgetting you
I’ll do all the painful stuff, you should just be happy
I hope my decision wasn’t vain, I hope I don’t regret, I’ll keep praying for you

A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be
That day, I will be smiling but right now, I can’t help it
I can’t do anything right now, cause I think about you again
Even if it’s sad, even if it’s going to be really hard, I’ll keep trying to forget you

I’ll get it over it as time passes, and I’ll be able to smile at our memories
Tell me an advice other than time will heal
You will receive bigger love than what I gave you, you’re still beautiful
We said we’ll love forever, but we’re the same as others
A bitter day, it will all be forgotten, one day it will all be

2010年11月26日星期五

11月16日

  YEAH~今天是最后一天上学!happy~终于不用再见到针对偶的臭脸了!!!拍手拍手!!

  今天要拿Form3 的书~不知谁叫华人学生下去拿书,偶就下去咯~偶拿了一大叠的数学课本。。。好重哦!再选了自己自认为最干净的书放在最下面。。。结果却没得选~HAIZ~命啊~偶真是没拿好书的命~那些涂鸦的东东只好自己擦咯~ -0-。。。

  还有在差不多要放学的时候,偶又和朋友玩那医生,警察,贼的游戏~不过不同的是雨晴和佳倩也有玩~佳倩超搞笑的,在手上“画”H和L,还说:“你看,H.L牛奶~”其实是hate和love啦!
  
  然后回到家,竟然发现家里没水。。。就冲TANGKI水咯~都是妈妈啦!38到要死!说什么偶冲TANGKI水冲到整身痒~其实根本就没嘛~然后老弟说芳要玩SDO,叫偶帮忙复制,偶就帮忙咯~结果被妈妈念了几久~好烦噢~

 去阿媽家的途中,哇噻~超塞车的~还好偶没错过“哦,我的爱人!”,跟FARAH约好一起看的~haha,崔始源蛮帅的。。。XD。。。回家的途中,妈妈跟爸爸吵架了。。。就为了一点小事情。。。气氛变得很僵。。。爸爸还骂到妈妈很大声。。。偶不知道该帮谁和怎么做,就装睡。。。所以妈妈才常说偶不懂得维护他,才说偶不疼她。。。其实是真的。。。可是偶不知道该怎样啊!手心和手背都是肉!对不起,原谅这个不孝女。。。


  真麻烦的一天~HAIZ~



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